Kaisa laga mera mazak? Hehe, I know mast tha, ek dam unexpected tha. Phir, main bhi saif hu. Aaisa weak gift thodi wrap kar sakta. Warna meri image down nhi ho jayegi? Well, gift se yaad aaya.... I know utna kuch kash nhi hain mere is gift me but I tried my best in finding what would be best and I could only think of mangoes, lolipop and jewelry. Mangoes aur jewelry nhi milre the(mangoes out of season and jewelry ke stores kaha hain kya pata) toh mujhe in lollipop ke liye jana pada. Mgr ye lolipop bhi nhi milre the. Pehele toh kirana aur medical stores dhundhne pade aur phir har ek kirana store, medical pe jaa jaa ke puchna pada ki ye lolipop hain ya nhi. And you were totally right romaisa, ye milre nhi the idk why. But thankfully, jaldi hi mil gaye but I was starting to loose hope... Chalo, mil toh gaya aur maine tujhe de bhi diya. For now, I'm happy with that. Next time tujhe kuch better, sahi aur ek appropriate gift dunga, thik hain? Please manage with this for now.
Chalo ab ye gift ke baare me baatein ho gaya toh mujhe kuch apne baare me baat karna tha— what an amazing journey it was! Pehele classmates, phir friends, phir baat band, phir phirse baat shuru and phir dheere dheere close hona, and ab yaha is level pe! I'm really glad maine us teen tujhe chahe pure darte hue kyu nhi, but message toh kiya aur wo paragraph bheja, warna kya pta apan kaha hote abhi is samay. Yes, I know. I know ki sab accha nhi tha is journey me. Kaafi dard bhi tha, kaafi heartbreak bhi tha, kaafi rona bhi tha aur kaafi give up karne ke thoughts bhi the... But we both fought through all of that and we managed to get where we are today and it wouldn't have been possible without our both collective efforts and trying and giving our all. So thank you so much romaisa. For trying and giving me a chance and I promise to do everything I can to stay upto your expectations, protect your trust in me, do every and anything you ask of me and to always protect you and our relationship. I swear it on my life, romaisa.
Tujhe pta hain romaisa maine aaj ke din ka kitna, kitna, aur kitna wait kiya tha? Mujhe abhi bhi yaad hain main tujhe kaise 11th class me nanded me tujhe har jagah dekha karta tha. Chahe wo offline ho, ya online. Teri jaise koi bhi ladki dikhe toh sochta tha tu hi hain shayad. Especially jab hingoli me hota tha tab. Tab toh koi bhi burkhe me jaate hue ladki me tujhe hi dhundta tha aur har baar disappoint hota tha kyuki obviously mujhe bhi pta tha ki wo tu nhi ho sakti. Mgr bas ek hope—ya phir wish, rhti thi, ki bas tu dikh jaaye, ki tu mil jaaye, ki tujhse bas ek baar, bas ek baar acche se baat ho jaaye. Ye chahat 10th class se thi aur romaisa, aaj wo finally puri ho gayi. Abhi toh main ye letter likhra hu, so I can't tell you how excited I was to finally see and meet you in person but I know—or should I ask you instead? Did you get to see my genuine excitement romaisa? How happy I was to finally get to meet you? Or talk to you in person? Did you see it? Did you get to see the love in my eyes? The love that I always talk to you about? The love that I always talk about? The love that I so very much say is infinite for you? Did you see it? Even a glimpse of it? I'm pretty sure you did. I mean, how couldn't you? I'm a open book, after all, right? And even if you didn't, it's fine. We're going to meet many more time and see each other many more times, so I'm sure you'd definitely see it someday, hehe.
Yes, it's true. It's true that you're not like how the 10th, 11th or 12th class me had imagined you to be. I won't go in details—but you simply weren't like I had in my mind. But was I disappointed? No, not at all. Should you even be asking question that, lol. It should be obvious by now but if you need me to spill it out for you—I fell for you before but I feel for you even harder after getting to talk you for over a year. I got to know you a little better and got to know why exactly I loved you and how exactly or why you're so special for me and how you're exactly what I always wanted or what I always longed for. If I was ever given a chance to describe you then I would totally say this—"You are totally perfect for me, you're exactly what I needed, wanted, always longed for, you're you were totally built for me and I'm definitely gonna snatch you away and make you completely mine!" Romaisa since I feel for you, I swear to god, you became my ideal girl. You really did. Idk how but you're everything I need in my girl. If someone ever asks me about my ideal girl, I'd have to only one word, that is - Romaisa. That's it. Nothing more need to be said!
Moving forward, I want us to keep getting closer and closer and get to know each other deeper and deeper and deeper, even if it means some misunderstanding or some heartbreak. I believe this is going to be a long and lengthy process, so I ask for your cooperation and trust in me on this. It'd definitely get better, actually better than anything in the world. We'd totally be THE GREATEST AND MOST LOVING COUPLES IN THE WORLD SOMEDAY!!! joking, joking(actually not joking, I do want us to be the most loving couple ever, hehe) but yes we'd definitely keep getting past these hard times and days again and again, no matter what happens, without ever giving up on each other and always be there for each other!!! I promise!!! And you're always already there whenever I need you, hehe.